Desiring Blood

I was bored in my hideout for couple days..... my desire to kill grow stronger..... and with meeting Jeff and killing with him..... my control and sanity I had a little was breaking..... I want to kill more people..... I waited for his note or signal or anything...... I know he is insane and psycho, but I love him even when he is like that..... I want to cut my ´Sorry´ to another body, to another soul..... I started to play with my knives..... my sanity broke for a day and I hurt myself to ease my desire..... Then, the next day I was crying and laughing..... I realized he wants me like this, coz he is insane himself....... But I want to have a little sanity and I want control over my brain..... but I've already killed 50 people, so who am I trying to convince? For normal people, I am a psychopath too...... I am not longer that nice, naive and polite girl I used to be...... But when I kill people, I feel more alive and I like their surprised faces and blood on my hands..... One night when I wasn't myself, I went to the city.... to one house..... and kill everybody..... I discovered it from newspapers..... I woke up in the morning and I was at my hideout but soaked in blood..... I started laughing and lick my hands..... Jeff had to know now that I am prepared to kill with him......I changed clothes after I stop laughing and I put them in a plastic bag and wrote on it the date and note:

TODAY I WENT INSANE AND DESIRED BLOOD

I killed 20 people in that house, but I don't mind..... they were also one of my preys..... soon everybody will be hiding from me and my lover..... even if they won't know our names, we will kill them anyway...... soon they will hunt us after we killed enough people..... but it will be hard for hunters and we will know everything about them, kill them and take the money or anything with value from them......

THIS WILL BE OUR LIFE IN THE FUTURE...... THIS IS GOING TO BE VERY INTERESTING......